Sunday, March 23, 2014

Spring Cleaning: Catch Up Pt.1

So...it has been a while since I updated this blog. And by a while I mean, a little over a month. And although I did receive a lot of amazing mail during that time period, I just felt kind of...blah. It was heartwarming to read the letters and parcels that I received, but when I put pen to paper to reply nothing seemed to go right. I would write and crumple up multiple could-be-letters and be left frustrated and annoyed with the whole mail thing. I still loved snail mail, but everything I tried to send seemed to be a downer. The amount of negative energy brewing inside me was toxic and I didn't want those bad vibes to be passed on through my favorite hobby. Before I knew it, I was deep into a rut. I constantly questioned and fretted over my life decisions, what I wanted to do with my educations, and my social life.

BUT! Now I feel like I am slowly crawling out of my pit of self-doubt and slowly toeing my way back into the real world. Things I'm making and writing are showing glimmers of my old happiness that snail mail brought me. So here I am, back again updating this blog!